Tuesday, May 30, 2006

9 Days Left

No, there hasn't been a time warp! I have pushed up my end date! I am giving my 2 weeks notice on June 8th. In my position, it is not uncommon for a company to escort you out when you quit. I know stuff! But just in case they want me to stick around I figured I would push up my quitting date just the same. It is so painful to be there now, especially now that I know I'm leaving. The politics are the worst. One guy I work with is a total ass kisser. Oh how that makes me want to vomit. He'll probably stay there forever because he knows how to play the game. They think they're playing him, but he's playing them right back. I guess that's his justice.

Ok, enough of the work report. It was bad, it was worse, but it ain't gettin' any better that's for sure!

Memorial Day Weekend was nice. Any weekend which involves a day off is nice! Friday night I went out for drinks, Saturday I ran a million errands, Sunday I shopped till I dropped! Literally! I had plans that night and had to cancel. Monday I went to see the Da Vinci Code. I really liked it. I think I might be the only person in the world who hasn't read that book!

Thursday, May 25, 2006

21 Days Left

Tomorrow is Friday and I couldn't be happier about that! Today was not so terrible. Both of my bosses are gone until Tuesday!! Woohoo! I realized today that I am not the only unhappy person in this company. I had quite a few people in my office today complaining. I found myself trying turn them around so they could be productive. I know how hard that can be, when you're so pissed off that you can't focus.

I met one of my clients' who is one of my closest friends for lunch today. His name is Jimm. No, I didn't make a typo. He is Jimm with two "m"s! Jimm has a major foot fetish. I know, kind of freaky but we all have our qwirks. He is always asking me if my toe nails are painted red, which is his preference. I typically don't wear open toe shoes when we go out because I know that is just a tease for him and then the conversation tends to be more about my toes than anything else and I can take only so much of that.

Anyway, today I forgot that we were meeting and had on a pair of lime green Charles David high heeled sandals. I was proud of Jimm. He didn't get too weird. He did tell me his philosophy on nail color and he mentioned that I am not a pale pink kind of person, that my personality is bright red or maybe Burgundy. Maybe they should have a blogthing quiz, "What color toe nail polish are you?"

We did have a great lunch. I shared with Jimm that I had set my date for departure and he told me he was proud of me. Besides, I couldn't think of a better time to quit my job! Summertime!!

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

22 Days Left

22 days left until I hand in my notice! That feels good to say, especially after the day I had today. My boss was giving me major attitude. He was his usual condescending, obnoxious self. One of my co-workers who heard his outburst came in to see if I was ok. I did breakdown a little. I cried. It's been a while since I had a good cry. I guess it good to get that stuff out every once in a while, but still I feel like I should not let these guys get to me. It's hard. My resilience is wearing thin. I was searching the blogthings for that quiz that Barbara has on her blog. The "what color are you?" one, and stumbled across this one which I had to take and post right away.




Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 75%



Your job is a total bummer, and probably the worst job you've ever had.

Your co-workers stink. Your boss is a jerk. And your company is probably in trouble.

Think about finding a new job quickly, even if it's just a not-so-great transition job.

You've got to get out of there as quickly as you can!



Now that is validation!

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

The Final Countdown

I have made a decision. One that has been lingering around for quite some time. I made a decision to put some finality to my current job. I have an end date in mind. Well, I know when I am giving my notice. I will be turning in my notice on June 15th. I want to make sure I get my next commission check so that I have enough funds to sustain me for a while.

I'm really good at what I do. I enjoy it most of the time. It's not an easy business, the business of placing consultants on technical contract software implementations. There are all kind of issues that come up and I have to deal with those on a daily basis. I have been doing this for almost 10 years now.

This past January, I was also given the responsibility of hiring internally for my company for sales and recruiting. I was also given a fancy new title. I went from Senior Recruiting Specialist to Manager of Talent acquisition. Unfortunately, I was not given additional compensation for this and I ended up losing money by spending my time recruiting internally when I could have been filling external positions that pay me high commissions. Having said that, I really have enjoyed the switch and have been able to use my creativity more while hiring internally.

For instance, I went on a trip with two of the guys who I work with to Eau Claire - University of Wisconsin to give presentations to the business classes. This was such a great experience. We met with some of the students individually and invited them to come to Philadelphia for a second interview.


Phil and I went to the airport last night to pick up the students who arrived just after 11pm. They just graduated last week. I took two in my car and he took two as well. We didn't drop them off at the hotel until 12:30am! There was supposed to be 5 students but one bailed out last minute. I was kind of shocked. We had bought her ticket and everything. She just sent an email saying that there were "special circumstances" and that's why she couldn't come for the interview. I did email her back and said that I thought a phone call with some type of explanation was what I would have expected at the very least. Anyway, I found out later from one of the other students that she had taken the other offer. The one from Target.

I woke up this morning and I was thinking of what we could do as far as a competition. I then came up with a brilliant idea! We would split them into two teams and they would both have to come up with a corporation and this corporation would be a smoothie company. We were the Venture Capitalist firm that would be evaluating their business plan and product. I went to the grocery store and picked up some frozen fruit, some fresh fruit, milk, juice, and yogurt. I walked in with two big bags and a blender. Everyone was looking at me like I was nuts. I was glad that when I explained the idea it went over well. We saved this part for the last hour and a half. That is how long they had to prepare and deliver their presentation to us and I must say they did a phenomenal job.

The first group came up with the name "Get Juiced" for their corporation. They were offering a caffeinated smoothie as an alternative to coffee, but the smoothie would have some nutritional value as well. They had a vision statement, defined roles, a marketing plan, and they made some very tasty smoothies as well!

The second group came up with "Tutti Fruity Smoothie" for their corporation. Their demographic was 3 - 12 year olds. They came up with a plan of buying two trucks to start to replace the ice cream man. They had defined price points. They new how much capital they needed to raise and how they were going to pay it back and made a very low ball offer of a percentage they would offer us to loan them the money. All in all it was a great idea, but their numbers were off. They also mentioned airing commercials, which didn't make too much sense since they were only going to have two trucks. Anyway, I was very proud of all of them. In such a short time they were able to come up with clear cut plans, ideas, and they showed that they could execute on them.

So, you're probably wondering why today? Why did I decide my end date today?
Perhaps, I have found my replacements. Perhaps It has made the obvious even more obvious to me, that I need to have my own business. I need to do my own thing. Whether it's a cosmetics boutique or something else. Whatever it is, I need to get started and as Nike so simply put it, "Just do it!"

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Lost

Ok, I absolutely hate myself when I do this! It's the worst! I get so caught up in the everyday craziness and I don't blog about it. Then, when I finally get some time, like now, I have 10,000 clips of what has been going on in my life for the past few weeks that I don't even know where to start?

Here are my top 10 reasons for not blogging:

1. Too busy watching the entire 1st season of Lost! (I finished it in 4 days - I actually took a day off from work so that I could finish)

2. I was in Wisconsin. That's right, Wisconsin. I was giving presentations to the business classes at Eau Claire University of Wisconsin.

3. Went on vacation to Sarasota, Florida! I think this is my best excuse. This is the first vacation that I have taken in a while where I didn't work. I didn't check my email, I didn't answer my cell phone, nothing! It was fabulous.

4. Decided that I wanted to open a cosmetics boutique where I live. I've been researching everything. I found a great location and I'm meeting with the landlord on Thursday!

5. Came up with a book idea.

6. Started downloading the second season of Lost! I am soooo addicted, it's scary! I watched 7 episodes yesterday!

7. You all everybody!

8. You all everybody!

9. Very busy joining Lost fan clubs and the like.

10. I'm just so damn lazy!